°°° Solarclips & Lunatics °°°

De grootste valkuil van de mens is het verlangen iets te betekenen in de wereld.

Dit verlangen is niet enkel onrealistisch maar ook slopend.

Erger nog is het besef dat dit verlangen niet enkel onrealistisch maar ook slopend is.

Slepend realistisch is de onbereikbaarheid van het doel van het slopende onrealistisch verlangen.

Onbereikbaar is het onrealistische doel met als gevolg dit slepend realistische gevoel.

 

 

We zijn slechts regendruppels

Ready to go for my first post.
I thought I’d start a blog ’cause I’ve just got a laptop. I kind of like the idea of writing regularly with that screen in front of me, thinking ’bout the world and what’s beyond, in a shimery light in my dark sleeping room.
Maybe I’m a fantasist, maybe I’m not. Maybe I’m a negativist, or maybe exactly the opposit.It’s true I’m kind of attracted by ‘the dark side’, the melancholism of being. It feels so cosy sometimes. But that doesn’t make me a mental.
I’m starting another search for myself, though I think I’ve already done a pretty well job.
It’s not hard to believe you yourself are the only one that knows you.
It’s not hard to dream.

Today we had some interesting talks in Biology.
Everything that is these days, and has ever been and will ever be has his roots in the same matery. In the beginning, when there was the Big Bang, there were only some gasses. Those gasses are the beginning of everything.
So what the Bible says about ashes isn’t really true, it apears.
We arose out of the atmosphere, we’ll return to the atmosphere.
This insight makes a lot of sence to me. Now I’m sure everything runs in circles.
First there were gasses, life started to develop, when life ends , your body begins to rot.
That’s how we return to gasses. Return to the very beginning, to the soul of existence and non-existence. ‘Cause in the end, everything is really the same: a development of some gasses.

Everything and everywhere, we’re connected in a universe that might be nothing but an illusion.
If the universe and everything is a vicious circle, in eternity, then is it really real? ‘Cause you can not catch it in some sort of description. It’s like thoughts, they’re merely thoughts if you can not describe them for yourself in a way, they have to be translated in some sort of understanding.
Something that has no beginning and has no end, can never be described because it goes on in eternity.
Conclusion: the universe is an illusion.

But suppose the universe and everything around it knows a beginning and an end in order to be real, it means there had to be nothing once. Something that appears out of nothing, that lies in nothingness, isn’t it, again, merely a dream?
Conclusion: the universe is an illusion.

I guess we’ll never know. Human race isn’t supposed to know, we haven’t got enough capacities to understand. Maybe we miss some dimmensions. And maybe you believe we’ll know once, ’cause we’re evolving further and further, but I believe we’ve almost reached the point to the way down again.

So what did we learn?

The more you think about the existence, the more you believe it’s just a dream.
We all live in illusions.
Let’s just call this God.